I like to see this philosophically, as a ‘
Joy vs Excellence’ duality. While Excellence is something we can put in efforts and strive for, Joy results from immersion and letting go with the flow.
When it comes to
music vs sound for us listeners
the music is a given, it has been already played (by the artist) and recorded (by the studio), we cannot do anything to improve it - all we can do is immerse in it and let go with the flow - in essence, en’joy’ it.
But when it comes to
the sound, a lot is in our hands. We can learn, experiment, put in money and effort to improve the sound, we can strive for excellence in sound reproduction. And so we do. Most of us have been brought up in an environment (educational and social both) where ‘excelling’ is rated much above ‘enjoying’. We have been conditioned to base our self-esteem on the levels of excellence we achieve. We feel good when we excel! And it has become a never ending striving for us. True, there’s a joyful moment (or day) when we take our sound a notch higher by some addition/upgrading/optimisation. We can’t wait till others listen to it and provide us feedback (rather, appreciate the improvement). But we all know how short lived the joy of success is, here as everywhere else.
Most of us begin our audio odyssey with the music. We get attracted to genres/artists/songs and go after the joy of listening to the music we like. We are the least self-conscious then. We immerse ourselves into the music and flow with it - without second thought to the sound quality. But at some stage (usually when we can start affording it) we get drawn to the equipment. We suddenly realise its within our control! By our intelligence, effort and resources we can improve the quality of the sound in our system. And then begins our ceaseless striving. And the focus of our audio odyssey shifts from music to sound - gradually but surely. And the inner motive shifts from joy to excellence.
And then there are times of self-realisation like these when we wonder what has become of our journey? Or for the more philosophical ones, what has become of our selves!
While I am writing this, I find myself too, over the past one year or so, undergoing a similar shift. In the last three to four months I haven’t heard a single album end to end from my rich collection of CDs. And I have spent hours at a stretch on improving the sound of my system - a sound mind you, I was perfectly happy with even a year ago! No doubt the sound quality of my system has gone up significantly since then, but my joy of listening to music has gone away from me. I can very well put it down to my active participation in the forum and listening to other audiophiles’ systems. But then those are only external triggers. The choice has to be in my hands whether I let myself get dragged into the race for excellence, or get back to exploring and enjoying the music.
Can I make this reversal? The question isn’t limited to music, but life itself. And I believe if one wishes, one can. And I too can. It might take getting the locus of control back from the world to oneself. And that’s not such a bad thing!
P.s. There may be exceptions to the above - especially some electronic/sound engineering pros/hobbyists. For them ‘sound’ itself can be the purpose of listening to music and an endless source of joy. But I think most of us don’t belong to that category. I don’t.